Hey guys 👋 I’m new to blogging, I thought I could share the traumas I most feared just before we finished and getting ready for our convocation.

It’s the final month of bagging a degree. Yeah. It’s the final stages of everything. I’m not the first but even if I’m one of the most, I won’t be the last either. However, I’m a mf legend!

Everyone is happy, all smiles and high emotions, the conquerors, the conquered and all…. But me?? Lol

I’ve never been scared all my life than I am now. I’ve never been so scared in my entire life than I I’m now.

They said “Happiness is free” lol. Why’s it that no one wants to wake up from such a delima?? Why’s it difficult to fathom that “Temporary Happiness” is free! Y’all should wake up! Wake up to that reality. Ever lasting happiness has a price!! Ffs

This fear isn’t mere. This fear is tied to a purpose, the anxieties, expectations? 💔

There’s a saying that goes “To whom so much is given. So much is expected”!

The level is done. I defeated the devil. Yeah! one believed. The honest rumors of my failures, the drastic change in course. I almost gave up. Deferment was plain but God got me. 💪🏻

I did scaled through. Weeks without food? Days without any sight of brightness? The fake emotions and tyranny endured. I’m a mf gOD! I did this! I did it!

I still don’t believe everyone out there has a story to tell… but all ever needed was a moment to vent this!

This type of life isn’t what I envisioned. This type of life isn’t what was deliberate, maybe some sort of karma handling prompted by bad decisions? Yeah I made it!

I’m F**king SCARED! The Anxieties are breaking. I’m bleeding! 🩸

I’m no sadist. But I have no one to talk to I have no one to get comfortable with. No one.

Winning in loneliness is breaking, the effects ain’t encouraging, I’m becoming who I once castigated I need change I need to be HAPPY!

It’s 4yrs yes! The challenges, the devils and levels were all expected, clearly defined and avoided but Now!?

Now the labour world? The realities of Adulthood? 💔

I’m just a young boy with dreams. Bigger than any mindset. That’s on me. It’s all I have.

I’ve got God I believe.

I wrote this to the future. I’m still writing to an expected date.

CONGRATULATIONS SET OF ‘22 🥂

A LETTER TOWARDS THE END!

Draxler. ✨